To my no 6,


even though you were not there yesterday, you were in our hearts.
we thought of you every step of the way
but in the end, i disappointed you.
even though it was a good fight, i didn't manage to get it any.
and am really sorry for that
even though you told me to score for you.
happy belated.

and now, I really do feel everything should have ended.

Let's play hopscotch in malls. Let's drive fast with the top down. Let's turn up the music as loud as it'll go. Let's put a couch on an island in the middle of the freeway and wave at everyone on their way to work. Let's hug strangers in parking lots. Let's hand out secret messages at traffic lights. Let's make lists of all the things that make us smile and tick them off, one at a time. The world will carry on without you and me when we're gone. Let it carry on without us, today.

Hahaha. How italics are misinterpreted.
Like how actions can come across wrongly.
Just follow your instinct, as you said it.

Everyone is going off. Just after mine, all are gone.

Half the battle is lost, if you believe you can't.
It was a true test of resilience, even though you fight for every ball,
you continued playing even though your ankle was hurting
it was all to prove that we are indeed worth.
i was disheartened when you said you were sceptical,
for our subsequent friendlies.
the seniors fought hard, they've been trash a million times.
but they kept their heads high
and continue to believe that one day, we can make them, and coach proud.
and please, don't leave me, us.

okay, and then i realised that you might not read this.
knowing that things will not be the same next year, just sucks.
seriously. i guess now, we just have to enjoy the journey till season
and when that happens, things change.


oh well, i am suffering from jetlag, and movies the whole night long.

cuz i love you whether it's wrong or right


Tomorrow is the last day! And I've been in school since morning, whole day doing the final thingggggg!
I can't wait for tomorrow, and i have to actually be hyped up about my trip.
it's the first time i'm actually clueless about everything and what are we going to do.
i think it's partly the reason.

I really can't wait for tomorrrowwwwwwww. We are finally all going to meet.
racey, if you read this, texxt me kay.

would make you complete

"The lyrics they sing are the words  I'm too scared to say"


when now i realized, there is no point anymore.
no one bothers.
you don't.

and lucy's out, even though they've been wanting to see the twin out for like ever since the live shows started.
it's surprising actually. we were moaning watching the dead lock. okay, not really, but Why The Face. HAHAHA.
i think I am just talking to myself.

there will come a point when you realised that everything will never be the same again,
and that there always be a reason for everything.
we won't get back that same feeling you used to feel back then,
when everything was comfortable
and it was a second home to us
but i guess, He wants us to be even closer together even after we were separated.

i kept pushing myself,
but i simply can't get it right
and tomorrow is tuesday.
another whole routine.

It might be a bit too late,
but good luck for everything tomorrow,
i know it will be tough, and it's not going to be easy
on you, on everyone around you.
but you know that I'm always there
no matter what decision they make.


Anyways, PW is coming to an end i think. Okay actually not really. In another 2 weeks time, everything will be over.
We need to make our shoes! I gotta feeling that it might not happen again though.


i'm sorry.

it's a magical feeling, somehow. when you actually step in. actually, even when you are walking towards the entrance, you can feel the joy, everyone is happy. everything just seems perfect, even though sometimes i will chicken out for some of the killer rides. Fee and I used to talk about the different sections of disney and what are the rides there. Because the rides are the same in all the disneylands. god!

" if you want to make the world a better place, take a look at yourself and make that change".

That is disturbing!
I do not like them.
Busok.

I think I am losing it, everything of it.
I don't know what should be done or felt,
Faster 13th come.

PW is not goooooddddd.
But todayyy was goooddddd. =)

"Time grabs you by the hand and pulls you fast. Sometimes faster.
And we don't notice at first because we're all still shocked at being alive."

They are simply crazy.

it makes me guilty of sleeping early, even though nothing can be done.


When this ends, I'll look back and smile. =)

what makes it perfect is if you still wanna be there when things really suck.
just because

it's like chasing shadow at sunset.

goandhaveagreatweekahead

waiting for  17.

For everything.

So please give me another chance,
To write you another song
And take back those things I've done

Back to reality.

In the space between yes and no, there’s a lifetime. It’s the difference between the path you walk and the one you leave behind; it’s the gap between who you thought you could be and who you really are its the legroom for the lies you’ll tell yourself in the future.

-Jodi Picoult,change of heart.

actually, i don't see the link .

" it's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same.
it's funny but stupid how you want everything and nothing at the same time.
it's crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on,
and when you want to move on but you're stuck right where you started.
when feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want.
when you have so many things to say,
but you don't know where to start."


my brother's friend is in the same freaking uni as emma watson. how freaking cool is that!!

when the heart and the mind go opposite direction,
shit happens.

when promises after promises are made,
and you break them
yet shit happens.

when the mind can't think for itself
all you need is silence
time to reflect
shit still happens.




going back to tkg was fun, finally i get to meet those i have not met since what, results day?
and ruby! why didn't you go back? hahaha.
 

it is the x-factor fever. AI is overrated i feel. I think you can see the best talents in x-factor.
the other reality show that really produces genuine talent other that sytycd.

and so, i'm still wondering about tomorrow.